Life is extremely busy as of late. I had two exams last week... Which by the way I had a math exam and for the first time in my math career I got an A! Boom! Studying, meetings, evaluations... I'm ready for a break. These next two weeks will be good. I leave this Wednesday for Norfolk ATF and I'll be chillin with Ashley Wrotten, the Hetrick family and all them other cool peeps in VA. Then I get back Monday and that very next Wednesday Zack and I are chillin, spending the night at his house and in the morning I fly off to Orlando Florida and get ready for my little sister's (kiki) wedding. Saturday March 24th! I'll be up there with my old youth pastor who I'm so excited to see! Him and I will be leading the ceremony. Pray that I don't lose it up there. :) After the wedding my family leaves to go back to Ft. Lauderdale, my sis and new brother in law go off on their honeymoon and I'm left in Orlando at my sister's house, with her car, a full fridge and a Day and a half all by myself. Endless possibilities... mabye I'll hit up Disney, the beach... All I have to say is that this get away is much needed. I need to experience life again off campus and just have some sort of an adventure. I'm about to go nuts. But you know... even in the midst of all the crazyness, missing my best friend... It's a blessing to have guys like this around... 
I'm striving to become a better man, a better friend, a better son, a better boyfriend.... At times you may feel like you're not doing that good of a job but you keep on pressing. Keep on striving to become better. Really the only thing that I can rely on is God and his love. I want to be selfless, patient, gentle, caring... but at the same time a fighter. I deserve abslutely nothing. All the things I have in my life and all the things the Lord has blessed me with... I don't deserve it. Today is the 2 year anniversary of a friend of mine that died from high school... A friend that I rolled around with causing trouble with, going to parties, treating others like trash... I even had my tattoo then. It's reminders like that... when I could've been a light but instead I was the opposite and I never want that again. Man... so much hurt in the world. I just want to be someone that brings healing to that hurt. I really do love all you guys. I'm sorry if I don't always answer my phone, call back... Please understand that I'm at teen mania and I'm just so busy. I'm sorry. Alright... well I'm gonna go workout. :) -Kris | 
